Evelope darkness.
Embrace lonliness.
All by myself.
Monday. First day of Holiday. In school. Pathetic. Chinese dance. 8am-5pm. It hurts. Lots of ballet basic movements. I dint know jumping at first position, 'pilays' was that hard. How come i did so well in Pri Sch? Break times in between. Thank god. Thighs and heels hurt badly. Then came the actual steps. That sucks. Or rather i suck. I learn slow. Cant rem steps. Till the end when i have to repeat everything, i just blanked out. Imagine everyone dance and i stop there. Felt teacher's hot stare at me, scared the freak out of me. Finally home time. By then, i cant walk steadily. Legs wobbly.Wed. Next practice. My whole leg seems to be in a bad state now. I cant remember all the moves. I'm gonna just die on that day. Want a romantic and cute funeral! Hahas. Have to rush down to airport after that. Hope they release early or punctually. Overall, not a bad session. Just have to blame myself for no talent, being a slow learner and have bad memory. Please help me out whenever possible, whoever out there...! And bless me for next lesson. Tomorrow. Sleep in i suppose. Borrowed few comics to read. No strength to walk. Cya soon.Sammie
the reminiscer
Samantha
B.A.II
14.11.89
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