Evelope darkness.
Embrace lonliness.
All by myself.
Damn lahs...I hate today. It completely sucks. First i woke up late- 6.55 to be exact. Mad rush!~ Then stupid bus was full, have to cabbed. See MeiLing, I'm broke too! Then well, basically, econs was boring. And well recess was the start of the blood boiling incident! You see, if you even want to cut the queue or help people buy their food, can you like get the amount of money to pay and what you actually ordered right?! You dont spend eternity there keep ordering and then argue with the auntie if you paid the correct amount and all that crap! There is people behind you if you ever used your eyes to see and your brain to think! Damn those people. At least when i cut queue to buy uniforms, i did it in less than a minute! Stupid sickening piece of shit!After being damn pissed off, a bloody b*****d make it worse! Damn. When you see a bag on a chair, YOU ARE SUPPOSED TO KNOW THAT ITS BEING OCCUPIED! Thats what putting bags are there for damnit. Why would people leave their bags there to reserve space if everyone follows him and just start stacking one bag on top of another and sit on the empty space! Use some common sense you idiot! Oh. Sorry, you are an idiot. I doubt you have common sense. Well yup, but ya...Thanks soh for offering her seat anyway. Ok, i know I'm rude and damn petty but what do you expect! Angry people dont care. And i just need a place to vent out. Hahas. Anyway, after recess, pretty bad mood. Couldnt concentrate during lit and was totally lost. Damn. I might just flunk it lahs. I seriously think that a small class is better. I miss those days where there are lesser people. And yup, I miss HuiQi too. Badly. Ok. Then things got better coz its not a whole big class. Well, went out for bubble tea thingy and its like mini class gathering with few people missing. But actually i prefer that amount of people. Seriously im not a people person and i really hate many many many peeps ard. And yup. Chi was ok. GP was ok too. GP. Were supposed to do a grp presentation on a topic. Dint find much so ended up browsing Uni of Mel booklet. Im interested in a few courses at the moment. Hope i can get in. I seriously doubt if i'll flunk my Alevel lahs. So yup. Kinda hope to faster get to uni. And live in hostel and everything. If i dont change any plans anymore.Realised that my teachers were all not bad. Mr Lim is actually quite good though he can never control a class and Ms Tan was more concerned about our class than I thought a new teacher would be. Ms Kon is getting fiercer and agitated to a certain extend. Cant blame her. And well, Im still totally lost and sleepy during Maths and Lee's class. ZZZ. Mixed emotions. [Sorry for long post]Sam.
the reminiscer
Samantha
B.A.II
14.11.89
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