Sunday, April 02, 2006

FRIDAY is a good day. Other then it rained! Hahas.. Went to watch musical wif MEI etc...By temasek sec. Not bad. Love the songs. However i must say.. the plot is not one that i would choose to watch if i werent ask to go. Firstly, i dont like plots that have 'war', secondly, its about brothers, thirdly... urm. I just dont watch those gendre. Anyway, I wish ESSS had something like that too... Just that the school has nothing to offer other than the pathetic SPARKS that is held in our school hall when i was Sec 2. However SPARKS was fun too. At least it is something that I can say i enjoyed in the years there. I pity those that werent with us during the period and had to suffer with the fact that there is no other performances held for the school. Pathetic is all i can say.

Well, the musical was at KALLANG THEATRE. After that, we walked for.... eternity. Just to find KFC. I bet i couldnt survived anymore. But that was when our saviour appeared! Hahas. For once, I love you MEI. Coz u have a great junior that can send us there! Lols. So we settled in KFC, chatted and damn was i sleepy. Laughed very hard but eyes was struggling to open very hard too. In the end, i cabbed back of coz. And i knocked off almost immediately!~ Wonderful day peeps! I enjoyed myself! Even the walk and the rain was fun! To a pt.

Went to Dance then eat then movie. Watched Fragile. I rate it 2.5. Seriously its supposed to be about ghost! The fear factor rate wasnt there. It just has the typical scary sound and suspense. And damn, i thought it was supposed to be a ghost. In the end. What do i get but a freak that look not human not ghost. So well, dont waste your money. OH YA. And i seriously wanna watch FAILURE TO LAUNCH! Acutally i will watch any rom com if there is others now. But unfortunely no..Sad case... I need a LAUGH! Like HAHAHAHA.

Damn I'm disappointed in myself. Supposed to use today to clear up homeworks. In the end. I only finished GP in a haste. And pw. S*** S*** S***! I'm so frustrated with my brain. Supposed to do a mindmap for the 2 topics and hand it up so that i can have constructive suggestions on Tues. But look what time is it. I haven started anything. No idea no plan Not even a single word popped up. I'm worried for myself. I hate myself whenever my brain is dead. I hate people out there for not helping me. I hate those who even planned to have this exam topic. Damn Man hater.

Ok, after that burst out. I'm calmer now. Although sadly i still cant think of anything. Recently, felt very empty. unexplainable feeling. Then i began thinking again. And I'm stuck with the same old question haunting me for the past few years. Do i even have friends? Am i considered a care-leh-feh that is not needed in anywhere? Am i just living in my own deserted world where no one wants me. And then i start feeling oh so badly depressed. Damn emo..Hate those feelings. But forget it. I'm not gonna bother much about it again like before. If they dont want me, I dont want them either. I dont mind being alone. Felt that im alone all the while. What difference does it make.

So well ya..I'll end here. AND DAMn...ZHIYANG won. Unexpected. Speechless. Forget it. It does not affect me. Ta Ta. And hope i will have this sudden inspiration for PW by tuesday.

Sammie

11:43 PM