Evelope darkness.
Embrace lonliness.
All by myself.
You cant exactly call me ALIVE or even LIVELY at the present. I'm not in a serious wreckage. Its just...I dont know. Emotional rollercoasters i suppose. But I'll get through it. Somehow. Life after CCT. ROCKS.However, hols is never hols to start with.Going back to school except Wed n Fri. Not to forget the amt of dance practices.Was supposed to enter for the fushion danceBut had to back out coz i'll be missing alot.I'm not gonna be in the country.Mixed emotions. But what can i do. I miss HK. and im not giving up my chance to get back.Regrets.Plans are backfiring on me. All because of my stupidity of overlacking schedule timings.First, MPH.Second, RAINIE.Damn, i was counting on both for my dear life.It means alot.But now. I hope it just pulls through.And please. dun ever pull another stunt like dat.Lastly. Hols are boring.Simply coz im in SINGAPORE.Its the worse place of all for a holiday.And well, it doesnt help much that there is NO1. No movies/ serials to borrow.NO2. No comics to rent. Damn the place. why must it close down of all times.NO3. Slacking mood. Dont wanna get out much.NO4. When i wanna get out, ppl are not free. Damn their T.T. N05. No fanfics. Why must winglin be down of all times!~N06. The tv just sucks. Nothing nice to watch at all.NO7. I've finished watching any possible items on youtube that interest me.NO8. I've rewatched enough shows. Fan Li Hua as the newest on my rewatch list. And im considering MG as i typed.The list can just continue. And well, actually there is another thing i can do.HOMEWORKS. AND MY 2 LIT BKS THAT I HAVEN COMPLETED AT ALL.But well...I doubt i have the mood for that.So it'll be on hold till who knows when.And the above is the summary of the dull life of SAMANTHA. How pathetic can it be.I miss HK. HK. HK.Sam
the reminiscer
Samantha
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