Evelope darkness.
Embrace lonliness.
All by myself.
Monday, December 18, 2006
A few days back, I would have typed... I'm homesick. I miss HOME. I wanna go back.Now that im going back in a few more days, i just wanna say... I will miss this place.I guess no matter how much i dislike a place, there are always positive qualities in it that attracts me. No matter how much i wish to leave, there are always feelings attached to it. I guess as long as there is a relaxed lifestyle or some things that you yearn for in that country, you will definetly miss it. Maybe not wanting to stay there permanently...but someday, i will want to come back and visit and experiment it again. One day, i might be lying on the bed, recollecting all that happened. And that is the time when i will revisit again.I will miss Paris and London. I am missing Auckland and HongKong already. And surprisingly, there is a part of me missing Singapore...( that does not mean i wanna go back any sooner though) Maybe its because of the friends there. Without them, i guess there would no longer be anymore yearning and no longer any qualities that attracts me. For now, i will just continue my remaining (holi) days and enjoy myself before a hectic (and disastrous) year ahead.P.S I REALLY WANT TO GO BACK TO HKG AND WISH I CAN SPEND LONGER DAYS THERE! Why cant holidays be extended......Sammie up.
the reminiscer
Samantha
B.A.II
14.11.89
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